Nnnnno. I guess that makes some of a difference? Does that mean you’ve never been in heat before? [ tries not to picture that… and fails, miserably!!! ] But, ah, you’re like a walking encyclopedia, so that’s kind of why I thought that, if anybody knew about this, it’d be you.
[ ...cute. he shifts, turning to fully face zhongli. if he focuses on his embarrassment, then he won't have any time to focus on his own. genius! ]
Everything! though if you're wanting specific questions, then... does your body change and act differently and [ ok, there's no way to *not* be embarrassed by this, but... ] is all you can think about getting [ clears his throat. ] ...you know, fucked.
Ah, yes. Heightened carnal desires and sensitivity to outward stimuli were always a major factor, which could be very distracting. Especially if there were suitable partners in the vicinity. It was during these times that I would try to seclude myself or...
[ He clears his throat ]
Sometimes trying to sate the need only made it more prominent.
... [ oh. oh. he's opened a dangerous can of worms. he can't help but to picture zhongli begging to get fucked and then doing so with something big and thick while calling *his* name. childe shifts, shoving his hands into his lap to hide the erection he's most definitely packing right now. ] Ah, y- yeah, all that. I... I bet you had to deal with that a lot. Just, ah, you know... trying to make it better and then, o- oops, it's, uhm, w- worse.
What is the best way to deal with... it... If, well, you know, trying to help didn't... help...
Is that because toys aren't the same as... [ dear tsaritsa he feels like he's going to pop. he clutches his face in hand and laughs like he's lost his mind. ] ...they keep taking control from me. [ he presses down on his clothed dick and shifts once again in his seat. ] I... I need you, Zhongli. I need you to help me.
...it's like some sick fucken joke, Xiansheng, and I'm the butt of it. [ though he's laughing he doesn't find this the least bit amusing. he's just having trouble parsing the mess of feelings he's dealing with right now. ]
[ childe lets zhongli hoist him up as he buries his face right into his neck, humming against the skin as he contemplates marking him. ]
[ Zhongli hums pleasantly at the touch to his neck, shifting to offer more of it. A bad habit, really. The thrum of the Wild City mark just below is a pleasant reminder that Childe is still safe and sound and here with him. And that's something he's not going to take for granted. ]
Would you feel more comfortable in your own space? If not, I can take you back to Heart Soldier.
[ He says nonchalantly as the coiling form of his Exuvia forms around them. ]
...d- don't care. [ it's a bit muffled against his skin as he lavishes the mark with his tongue, squirming around in zhongli's grip. ] It's getting harder to think straight, Xiansheng. [ sinks his teeth into his, leaving a biting red mark as he sets a palm to his chest. ] I bet you looked so good in heat, Zhongli. I would have loved to find you and make you mine.
[ He sighs as the teeth sink into his neck, unsteady for a moment on his feet as he allows that pleasurable feeling to wash over him. But then his eyes snap open quickly, expression teasing. ]
Silly Childe.
[ Steadying himself, he climbs onto the Exuvia with Childe still in his arms. ]
You've already staked a claim on me, have you not? In that sense, am I not already yours?
... [ slides a hand up zhongli's chest and toward the mark, one of his fingers dancing across it as he presses a kiss to his cheek. ] But that's now, Xiansheng. I'm talking about back in Liyue Harbor. I bet you looked so. fucken. good. [ childe groans into the side of zhongli's head as he, then, tries to turn it so he can snag a kiss. ] I like hearing you say that, Zhongli. That you're mine.
Then I shall continue saying it if it pleases you.
[ Zhongli presses closer to Childe at the kiss, until they are nearly flush together and swipes his tongue across Childe's bottom lip. All the while, shivering pleasantly at the touch to the mark. ]
Shall I give you the reins today? Would you like that?
[ combs his fingers through zhongli’s hair, fingering his ponytail and giving him a kiss following the swipe at his lip. ] If you’re alright with that. I just plan on riding you until I’ve had my fill, and who knows how greedy I’m going to be. [ chuckles, though it starts tapering as he realizes he should bring something up to zhongli. now might not be the best time, but he's thinking with his dick about his dick and it's kind of related. ]
…getting fucked, that’s on my mind, [ and it’s mostly the only thing, save for the sporadic thoughts that pop up only to instantly get smothered by how horny he’s become. ] but… I don’t want to do anything that’s going to hurt you. It’s be pretty hard to kick my own ass if I did something like that, h- haha.
[ zhongli and contracts. childe briefly wonders if drafting some sort of dating document would have helped any. ]
[ Zhongli reaches up to brush a hand against Childe's cheek before pressing a kiss to the tip of his nose. ]
It does not hurt me. On the contrary, anything that makes you happy makes me happy. So as long as your partners are treating you well, you have nothing to worry from me.
Besides.
Considering this new ah--- issue. And your tattoo, it would be in your best interest to have multiple partners, would it not? To ask for exclusivity would undoubtable result in an unpleasant situation for you at some point.
Let me rephrase, Xiansheng: do you want to be exclusive? I don’t need to get dicked every day to stay satisfied. I’m not interested in that. And as for all of these stupid corruptions… I’ll overcome them. I’m not going to be at their mercy indefinitely. [ it… just may take some time, especially if this is what he’s going to have to deal with. ]
To be honest, I have not given it much thought until now. And my first impression is it is not something I require. The feelings I have for you and the experiences we have shared - they are unique and irreplaceable. I will not care for another as I care for you, Tartaglia.
But may I pose the question to you in return - do you want to be exclusive?
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Do we have a contract then?
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That which thou seeketh is now bestowed unto thee, for my promise is solid as stone.
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[ …asdfg. just moving right along, huh, zhongli! Childe pours himself another glass of fire water and sips… until he’s drank half. ]
[ clears his throat afterward, avoiding making eye contact with zhongli. ] Could you tell me about them?
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I can, but you must know I am only half-dragon, correct? My other half is qilin.
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[ Zhongli looks away for a moment, tips of his ears slightly flushed. ]
Perhaps I should start with what do you want to know exactly?
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Everything! though if you're wanting specific questions, then... does your body change and act differently and [ ok, there's no way to *not* be embarrassed by this, but... ] is all you can think about getting [ clears his throat. ] ...you know, fucked.
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[ He clears his throat ]
Sometimes trying to sate the need only made it more prominent.
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What is the best way to deal with... it...
If, well, you know, trying to help didn't... help...
Is that because toys aren't the same as... [ dear tsaritsa he feels like he's going to pop. he clutches his face in hand and laughs like he's lost his mind. ] ...they keep taking control from me. [ he presses down on his clothed dick and shifts once again in his seat. ] I... I need you, Zhongli. I need you to help me.
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[ Zhongli starts to protectively and instinctively curl over Childe as he starts drawing into himself.
Ah. So this was something different than the mark on his stomach. Something new.
(When will this place stop hurting Childe so---)
He places a kiss to the top of his head. ]
Let us go to somewhere more private.
[ As he tries to hoist Childe up in his arms. ]
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[ childe lets zhongli hoist him up as he buries his face right into his neck, humming against the skin as he contemplates marking him. ]
Please.
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Would you feel more comfortable in your own space? If not, I can take you back to Heart Soldier.
[ He says nonchalantly as the coiling form of his Exuvia forms around them. ]
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Silly Childe.
[ Steadying himself, he climbs onto the Exuvia with Childe still in his arms. ]
You've already staked a claim on me, have you not? In that sense, am I not already yours?
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[ Zhongli presses closer to Childe at the kiss, until they are nearly flush together and swipes his tongue across Childe's bottom lip. All the while, shivering pleasantly at the touch to the mark. ]
Shall I give you the reins today? Would you like that?
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Xiansheng,
Are we... exclusive?
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I do not believe that was part of the promise we made. Nor was I under the impression that was something you desired.
Is something on your mind?
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[ zhongli and contracts. childe briefly wonders if drafting some sort of dating document would have helped any. ]
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It does not hurt me. On the contrary, anything that makes you happy makes me happy. So as long as your partners are treating you well, you have nothing to worry from me.
Besides.
Considering this new ah--- issue. And your tattoo, it would be in your best interest to have multiple partners, would it not? To ask for exclusivity would undoubtable result in an unpleasant situation for you at some point.
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You’re all I need, Xiansheng. [
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But may I pose the question to you in return - do you want to be exclusive?
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