[ Zhongli pulls off with a wet pop and a lazy smile, leaning into that touch and looking up at Childe through half-lidded eyes. He lets his own desire flow through the bond then, strong and unyielding. Overwhelming. He knows he can be impassive sometimes, hard to read.
So just this once - he wants Childe to feel how much he wants him. How much words like that affect him even if does not show in his expression.
And he wants Childe very very much.
Zhongli places a kiss, languid and content and still below the tattoo on his stomach. ]
[ childe has never thought that, not once, because he has caught the subtle hints zhongli drops here and there… aware of it or not. how a pink blush hits the tips of his ears when childe would brush their hands or their legs, how his eyes would smile and catch the sun in such a perfect way to light his heart on fire, or how his nostrils would flare when he had gotten hurt from pushing himself to hard - zhongli having accepted that this would happen time and time again - and as childe recounted the battle he’d tend to his wounds. and all the other subtle cues that childe sees because he just can’t help but stare at him because he’s so helplessly in love. ]
[ so he immediately lets those feelings swallow him whole, accepting them into his heart only for his own to pour out and mingle with zhongli’s. ]
…c’Mere. [ he tries to coax him closer, desperate for a proper kiss. ] I love you, Xiansheng. Love you so much. [ yes the bond has probably made that very obvious, but he still wants to say it. ] You make me so happy.
[ It is obvious. So very very obvious. But to be able to hear and feel it at the same time, to be wrapped in that kind of warmth and acceptance - Zhongli will take and take every scrap of it greedily as he tries to pour his own love back in return.
This precious and endearing and contradictory marvel of a mortal.
Zhongli kisses back. Properly. Deeply. One hand pressed against Childe's heart and the other in his hair. ]
[ childe sets his hand atop zhongli’s and squeezes it, kissing him back with as much passion as he can muster - his head in the clouds and beyond. ] I, I know. [ a blissed out laugh, his face pink as he echoes the sentiment a second time, except more quietly. ] I know. [ he smiles, giving zhongli a kiss to the corner of his lips. ]
… [ he doesn’t move back, almost hiding his face against zhongli’s as a sudden spike of embarrassment will hit zhongli like a truck. ] Fuck me… slowly? I don’t really want this to end. [ he knows he’s normally like a wild animal, a crazed killing machine, but all of these feelings… he really does want to stay like this, in this stupor of bliss, forever. ]
[ Unfortunately, that spike of embarrassment is reciprocated with just a feeling of pure endearment. Adorable really, that this confident and brash young man feels nervous asking for such a thing. Something that Zhongli is more than happy to provide. ]
Yes.
But instead of calling it fucking you slowly. How about---?
[ And he has to pull back (regrettably - even through the bond) in order to strip himself bare of his remaining garments so he can return flush skin to skin against Childe. ]
[ childe's face burns a bright red, so much so that zhongli can probably feel the heat coming off of it. he gives a nervous chuckle, his embarrassment melting away as his endearment smothers it. ] H- Hah, of course, Xiansheng. Lets make love. [ he, too, hates to see him pull back, even if it IS just a little bit and even if it IS so that he can remove his clothes. his smile reaches his ears, one of his hands rising to meet zhongli's chest as soon as its exposed, so he can map out the expanse of his chiseled chest. ]
Mmmmm, yes. It is an asset that is well known in the literature - the chest of Rex Lapis.
[ Each touch and brush of Childe's fingers sends a spark of arousal through him, building and growing brighter even as Zhongli's own touches become softer and gentler. He tucks a lock of hair behind Childe's ear, kissing just below it, as he slots himself between Childe's thighs. Warm flesh presses against warm flesh as he takes his sweet time kissing down the length of Childe's jaw and neck. If there are any visible scars, Zhongli takes extra care in mapping them out with soft affection. ]
…don’t tell me there’s a book solely about your chest. [ he honestly wouldn’t put it past the people of liyue. ] If there is, I guess I’ll have to find myself a copy… see how accurate it is… [ his hand continues to wander, hesitating and prompting a shudder and gasp each time his touches spark another exponentially stronger flood of arousal. he’s almost thankful when zhongli starts kissing him, because his brain had stalled out and he wouldn’t have been able to continue without another few minutes to reboot. ]
[ he keeps his hand there though, fingers splaying and gliding over to zhongli’s heart as he’s kissed and kissed and kissed. ]
And I’ll treasure all of you, Zhongli Xiansheng. I’m afraid I won’t be singing your praise in a book for the world to see, but I’ll do it to you, every day, any time, …because it’s already hard enough to keep how much I love you to myself. I love telling you, love seeing you smile, …I just love you, Zhongli, …
[ He chuckles as he begins nipping and tasting at Childe's collarbone, one hand slipping between their bodies to start easing Childe open on his fingers. ]
You do not really believe I waged battle in the garments of my statues, did you? Entirely impractical.
[ Affection wells within Zhongli as Childe traces over his heart. Fond memories of him giving his "heart" to Childe bubble to the surface as well as Childe thoroughly wrecking him in return for such a gesture. His precious Harbinger who felt the need to give whenever he was receiving. ]
While all of that sounds quite lovely, I only ask for your happiness in return, Ajax.
[ He lifts his head a little so he can watch as well as feel the emotions play across Childe's face as his fingers continue working him over. ]
Just as you love seeing my smile, so too do I adore yours.
[ artistry. ah, right, the statues. childe might have started to think about it, but whatever thoughts he had about wars waged and garments worn burst before his eyes into tens of hundreds of thousands of pretty little stars, the sensory overload coming from the flood of affection as zhongli opens him up enough to make him cry out and nearly come. it is he who is getting thoroughly wrecked now, the words heard but barely understood as he bites his lip, squirming in place and muffling another moan. ]
[ pleasure surges to the surface, so it'll certainly come as a punch to zhongli. ] H- Hahh. [ a lopsided smile as he tries to spread himself, hoping the ease of access will help zhongli fuck him open faster, because he wants more more more. ] Xiansheng. Fine, it's... I'm fine. It's good. You, I need you, please. [ do you feel that desperation? it's hot and heavy - desire its driving force. ]
Zhongli does feel the desperation and the desire, and for a moment it almost works - as Zhongli thrusts in deeper with his fingers, looking for the spot that will make Childe cry out in pleasure. ]
Shhh, Ajax. Shhhh.
[ There is also a soft featherlight kiss to his forehead as he keeps him there, pleasure building but not yet allowed to crest over. ]
I will take care of you. I will give myself to you. But all in good time.
[ He curls his fingers slowly before adding one more to stretch Childe open. ]
I want you to remember this not as a moment, but as a night of love. Something to cherish for the rest of your days.
I could, I cuh- cahhh, Xiansheng! [ he cries out again as zhongli thrusts into him, his back arching up and off the bed as he frantically tries to find the last piece to the pleasure puzzle. he's close, so close, and yet... he's still teetering on the edge, the frenzied state of his mind begging zhongli, over and over and over, for release. ]
...with you, al- always, Xian, Xia... Zhongli... [ he shuts his eyes, biting down on his lip as he's stretched open further. ] Kiss me then, my head it, s'already swimming...
[ Zhongli kisses those red bitten lips then, slow and languid, and slipping his tongue inside in time to the lazy movements inside of him with his fingers. He's backing off a bit, trying to cool Childe down before he enters him completely.
But what he is lacking in physical simulation, Zhongli will more than make up for in emotional.
Time is a funny thing for gods. An infinite resource yet it is measured in moments. Like the first time they met in Liyue when a friendly foreign diplomat offered to buy an expensive artifact for a clueless consultant. A trip to the Tokyo-F mall trying new modern day snacks as Childe wins him plush after plush. Warm nights tangled up in their many hiding spots around Imeeji, curled around each other and watching the world bathed is soft lantern light or starlight.
Each moment is like a crystalfly drifting past, bright and beautiful in a sea of gold. ]
[ he cools off for but a second, the embers of the fire kindling in his gut reigniting the moment zhongli re-enters him, another plea spun into a lewd moan filling the room. ]
[ all of that is really sweet and definitely something that should be cherished… but childe can barely appreciate the tender moments zhongli is throwing his way, because his brain is stuck in a never-ending tailspin. ]
[ an amalgamation of their first meal, first time holding hands, first kiss, first fuck, first time saying i love you, first time childe marked him, and so on crests over the confusion like the celestial narwhal to crash land onto zhongli - a splash of feelings too intense for words, because they likely wouldn’t make much sense… at least right now. ]
[ Zhongli is equally breathless as he starts a steady pace, slow and steady but as deep as he can get. He enters Childe again and again, his own pleasure building even as he tries to pick through each of those memories. Memories on their own are precious, of course. But to see them from Childe's eyes - those are even more precious indeed. ]
I'm here.
May I see your pleasure? Will you allow me to feel it?
[ zhongli can certainly attempt to pick through them, but the longer this goes on the harder it is for childe to hold his concentration. one by one they start to fall apart, bursting into a beautiful array of stars as the rest of his thoughts start to swirl into an unintelligible mess of fierce emotions that do nothing but build and swell and grow. he moans, cheeks burning a bright red as something like zhongli's name gets tangled in another sound as childe does finally come, the proverbial dam breaking and the floodgates opening to drown zhongli in everything that had been mounting up until this point. ]
[ childe pants, riding the waves of pleasure to zhongli as his glassy and ( formerly ) unfocused eyes land on him. ] ...mm.
[ Zhongli pauses in that moment, caught in the pure bliss and pleasure of the moment. It is one thing to see it with his own eyes, feel it under his fingertips--- but to feel Childe's pleasure resonate with his deep within the empty cavity of his heart. ]
[ moves an arm around zhongli. ] You're beautiful too, Xiansheng. [ he doesn't move his arm, but he runs his fingers up and down the small spot on his back that he can reach. ]
[ Of course, Childe loves him. Childe's love for him manifests in him quietly paying for everything while Zhongli doesn't even have to think about finances, it's wrapped up the gifts he gives him and the places he takes him for him to enjoy. The food they share and the affectionate touches and the words both soft and teasing and even exasperated. There is love in everything that Childe does for Zhongli.
And Zhongli loves him so much in return. Enough that he is so full he is almost bursting. With everything he wants to teach Childe, all the stories he wants to share, all the experiences he wants him to have. It's warm and it's comforting and it's irrational and terrifying all at the same time.
So Zhongli clings and clings, shuddering a little as he places a kiss to Childe's throat. ]
[ childe is physically and emotionally drained... all of that more than he could have ever anticipated, but all the same it had been fantastic. he nuzzles zhongli's head, humming mindlessly until- ]
Zhongli. [ he trails his hand up to his neck. ] ...you, you haven't come, ... [ opens one of his eyes to peer down at him. ] We can't stop now. [ he moves beneath him, trying to entice him to continue. ]
[ It's like pushing a boulder. Zhongli does not budge, only grips Childe tighter as he coils around him.
The bond is ... a lot. He knows it a lot. And he knows that being able to be vulnerable with Childe like this is a rare opportunity. One that he does not quite want to let go of yet.
His own pleasure and release is the last thing on his mind at the moment at he tries to keep this euphoria of feelings wrapped tightly around him. ]
[ yeahhhh, childe didn't think he'd be all that successful in moving zhongli, but it was worth a shot. it's also hard to be mad about his failure with how zhongli is clinging to him, the bond still open between them and their feelings still flowing freely. ] ...alright, Xiansheng. Anything for you. I just... don't want you to neglect yourself, especially since I do think you'll enjoy the feeling like this. [ trails his hand back down his back, fingers dancing along his spine. ]
... [ childe thinks about all of the things zhongli had just been reminiscing about and then decides to recount his proposal to him on the beach, deciding to send that flood of feelings at him. ]
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So just this once - he wants Childe to feel how much he wants him. How much words like that affect him even if does not show in his expression.
And he wants Childe very very much.
Zhongli places a kiss, languid and content and still below the tattoo on his stomach. ]
Alright.
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[ so he immediately lets those feelings swallow him whole, accepting them into his heart only for his own to pour out and mingle with zhongli’s. ]
…c’Mere. [ he tries to coax him closer, desperate for a proper kiss. ] I love you, Xiansheng. Love you so much. [ yes the bond has probably made that very obvious, but he still wants to say it. ] You make me so happy.
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This precious and endearing and contradictory marvel of a mortal.
Zhongli kisses back. Properly. Deeply. One hand pressed against Childe's heart and the other in his hair. ]
I love you, too, Ajax.
More than words can properly convey.
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… [ he doesn’t move back, almost hiding his face against zhongli’s as a sudden spike of embarrassment will hit zhongli like a truck. ] Fuck me… slowly? I don’t really want this to end. [ he knows he’s normally like a wild animal, a crazed killing machine, but all of these feelings… he really does want to stay like this, in this stupor of bliss, forever. ]
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Yes.
But instead of calling it fucking you slowly. How about---?
[ And he has to pull back (regrettably - even through the bond) in order to strip himself bare of his remaining garments so he can return flush skin to skin against Childe. ]
I make love to you.
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So perfect, Xiansheng~
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[ Each touch and brush of Childe's fingers sends a spark of arousal through him, building and growing brighter even as Zhongli's own touches become softer and gentler. He tucks a lock of hair behind Childe's ear, kissing just below it, as he slots himself between Childe's thighs. Warm flesh presses against warm flesh as he takes his sweet time kissing down the length of Childe's jaw and neck. If there are any visible scars, Zhongli takes extra care in mapping them out with soft affection. ]
And it now belongs to you.
As does the rest of me.
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[ he keeps his hand there though, fingers splaying and gliding over to zhongli’s heart as he’s kissed and kissed and kissed. ]
And I’ll treasure all of you, Zhongli Xiansheng. I’m afraid I won’t be singing your praise in a book for the world to see, but I’ll do it to you, every day, any time, …because it’s already hard enough to keep how much I love you to myself. I love telling you, love seeing you smile, …I just love you, Zhongli, …
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[ He chuckles as he begins nipping and tasting at Childe's collarbone, one hand slipping between their bodies to start easing Childe open on his fingers. ]
You do not really believe I waged battle in the garments of my statues, did you? Entirely impractical.
[ Affection wells within Zhongli as Childe traces over his heart. Fond memories of him giving his "heart" to Childe bubble to the surface as well as Childe thoroughly wrecking him in return for such a gesture. His precious Harbinger who felt the need to give whenever he was receiving. ]
While all of that sounds quite lovely, I only ask for your happiness in return, Ajax.
[ He lifts his head a little so he can watch as well as feel the emotions play across Childe's face as his fingers continue working him over. ]
Just as you love seeing my smile, so too do I adore yours.
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[ pleasure surges to the surface, so it'll certainly come as a punch to zhongli. ] H- Hahh. [ a lopsided smile as he tries to spread himself, hoping the ease of access will help zhongli fuck him open faster, because he wants more more more. ] Xiansheng. Fine, it's... I'm fine. It's good. You, I need you, please. [ do you feel that desperation? it's hot and heavy - desire its driving force. ]
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Zhongli does feel the desperation and the desire, and for a moment it almost works - as Zhongli thrusts in deeper with his fingers, looking for the spot that will make Childe cry out in pleasure. ]
Shhh, Ajax. Shhhh.
[ There is also a soft featherlight kiss to his forehead as he keeps him there, pleasure building but not yet allowed to crest over. ]
I will take care of you. I will give myself to you. But all in good time.
[ He curls his fingers slowly before adding one more to stretch Childe open. ]
I want you to remember this not as a moment, but as a night of love. Something to cherish for the rest of your days.
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...with you, al- always, Xian, Xia... Zhongli... [ he shuts his eyes, biting down on his lip as he's stretched open further. ] Kiss me then, my head it, s'already swimming...
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But what he is lacking in physical simulation, Zhongli will more than make up for in emotional.
Time is a funny thing for gods. An infinite resource yet it is measured in moments. Like the first time they met in Liyue when a friendly foreign diplomat offered to buy an expensive artifact for a clueless consultant. A trip to the Tokyo-F mall trying new modern day snacks as Childe wins him plush after plush. Warm nights tangled up in their many hiding spots around Imeeji, curled around each other and watching the world bathed is soft lantern light or starlight.
Each moment is like a crystalfly drifting past, bright and beautiful in a sea of gold. ]
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[ all of that is really sweet and definitely something that should be cherished… but childe can barely appreciate the tender moments zhongli is throwing his way, because his brain is stuck in a never-ending tailspin. ]
[ an amalgamation of their first meal, first time holding hands, first kiss, first fuck, first time saying i love you, first time childe marked him, and so on crests over the confusion like the celestial narwhal to crash land onto zhongli - a splash of feelings too intense for words, because they likely wouldn’t make much sense… at least right now. ]
Zhongli, Zhongliiii.
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[ Zhongli is equally breathless as he starts a steady pace, slow and steady but as deep as he can get. He enters Childe again and again, his own pleasure building even as he tries to pick through each of those memories. Memories on their own are precious, of course. But to see them from Childe's eyes - those are even more precious indeed. ]
I'm here.
May I see your pleasure? Will you allow me to feel it?
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[ childe pants, riding the waves of pleasure to zhongli as his glassy and ( formerly ) unfocused eyes land on him. ] ...mm.
1/2
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You're beautiful.
So so beautiful.
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Don't mind that you have a barnacle of an ex-Archon then, gripping very tightly like he may never let go. ]
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And Zhongli loves him so much in return. Enough that he is so full he is almost bursting. With everything he wants to teach Childe, all the stories he wants to share, all the experiences he wants him to have. It's warm and it's comforting and it's irrational and terrifying all at the same time.
So Zhongli clings and clings, shuddering a little as he places a kiss to Childe's throat. ]
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Zhongli. [ he trails his hand up to his neck. ] ...you, you haven't come, ... [ opens one of his eyes to peer down at him. ] We can't stop now. [ he moves beneath him, trying to entice him to continue. ]
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The bond is ... a lot. He knows it a lot. And he knows that being able to be vulnerable with Childe like this is a rare opportunity. One that he does not quite want to let go of yet.
His own pleasure and release is the last thing on his mind at the moment at he tries to keep this euphoria of feelings wrapped tightly around him. ]
Just a few more moments.
Please.
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... [ childe thinks about all of the things zhongli had just been reminiscing about and then decides to recount his proposal to him on the beach, deciding to send that flood of feelings at him. ]
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