It's fine. [ a immediate knee-jerk response. ] I mean you don't need to apologize. Did you know that YOU-kai had been offered a deal... killing people in exchange for helping nudge them across the finish line, since I imagine they'd gotten real close. I found Five-sensei dead, murdered by one of them, and... my mask broke for the first time. I couldn't help the overwhelming amount of... of everything! and it just... shattered. I know I would have killed him if not for his friend. [ fingers the rim of his glass and considers pouring himself some more. ] I still can't make heads or tails of what she managed to do, but it's like she reached into my body and... make it her own. -I- couldn't move, but... it moved... [ he hated it. he hated it so much. no control on top of no control is his worst. fucken. nightmare. ]

Do you know what happens when you die here?