...that if this mask should break that you'll do right by me. I'll leave it to you to decide what, exactly, that means in any given circumstance. I... trust your judgement, Xiansheng. [ but his concerns don't lay in how other people could/would become casualties. sorrynotsorry. ] It seemed like my deteriorating mental health caused the mask to crack, but the cracking of the mask, in turn, seemed to further agitate my mental health... and endless and very detrimental cycle, no, so...
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